i want to Live…
i want to die.
Can i live somewhere in between?
i want to feel, yet, i desire to be numb…
Why can’t i just accept that life isn’t perfect, whether I’m numb or present?
Evil thrives in the presence of facades, yet, Grace illuminates through my Truth.
i like to keep my poison private, my beguiling friend, who binds and gags me.
Trying so hard to convince me to take darkness by the hand and pour another.
I want to Live because He died. And oh what a waste it would be for me to exist hidden behind the mascarade of my lies.
The Truth has already set me free.
Through death, He Overcame…
So that I may live my Life in the Light
My Life goes on, past the darkness and into Eternity.